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hi

2006-11-07T01:45:55Z

i think my life is semi-okay. but i'm super bored of high school and considering leaving early

hi.

2006-09-15T20:38:55Z

how's life. i have a job. it took forever. i work all the time. my first weeks pay was 115. and this coming one is gunna be like 400 or so. plus i make tips. and my job only pays minimum wage. isnt that nice.
as of today im on fall break for 3 weeks. no school. how is everyone. who wants to chill.

chelsey i think i need to come to texass and visit. sound good?
great.

alicia....BATHING SUIT TOP.!! NOW :)

blahblah

2006-08-02T21:30:14Z

Once you are tagged you MUST write an entry about 6 weird habits/things you do/odd information, as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I love to bake. it is a sick, unhealthy obsession.
2. I hate the way i look in every picture.
3. I can't stand my sister's voice. I don't know why.
4. I wake up in the most awkward positions.
5. I can't stand most people I know [especially girls].
6. I hate stupid questions and stupid people.

Tagged:
1. Eric
2. Kristin
3. Nathaniel
4. Erika
5. Stefanie
6.

this is how i look

2006-07-28T21:22:44Z

after this

l3tsplaydr3ssup @ 2006-07-23T04:07:00

2006-07-23T11:02:41Z

im bored with life

l3tsplaydr3ssup @ 2006-07-07T23:44:00

2006-07-08T06:45:54Z

june 30, 2006
where've you gone
i dot know how
to be alone
you said forever
i wish you were mine again
at least my friend
youre locked in my heart
until we meet again
who knew the skeptics
with all their talk
were so right
you'd leave me solitary
confused
what went wrong
and as
realization lights my face
it's you ive begun to hate

june 30, 2006
as i am sitting at the kitchen table
in your familys country estate
im waiting for my head to stop spinning
i strayed to far
on my midnight walk
her clothes on the chair
you lying in bed
i ran
tore every streamer and tulip along the way
and as the spinning slows down
i smash our wedding cake
smear the cream on her face
then it all
fades away

june 30, 2006
the rare sight
of a smile on her face
fades away
as she reads the paper
she found on her piano
the promises she hears
over and over
broken through ink
and a tree
and as the sparks turn
to orange flame in her eyes
she breaks

june 30, 2006
pictures of family christmas's in your head
naive
grow old together
golden retriever
family
be there for eachother forever
the simplicity of your mind
is unfathomable
you lack the imgenuity to know
i feel betrayed
and im tired
ive forgotten you
im no longer
afraid

june 17, 2006
heavy heart
weighed down by guilt
sad for everyone else
and everything theyve felt
honest eyes to keep you warm at night
hides emotions to protect you
frozen in time
writing sad songs
to which you'll cry
confusion leaves you torn
do you wipe away the tears
do you just say goodbye
think it over
make it seem worthwhile
you know what noone else knows
mend the broken heart
take her dancing in the rain
rekindle the spark
take away the pain

june 16, 2006
she lives an empty life
she fears the glass
shattering in her skin
she is so bored
cuts her skin to pass the time
she wants to love you
but she lacks a soul
she lusts
for the beauty of burlesque
she's a sweetheart by day
a morbid go-go dancer by night
she is a black widow
she steals your soul
shh... the secrets spilling from her lips arent lies
shes just trying to make her pain go away
she tries to feel something
she hates you
she dances the hate away

june 16, 2006
i dont need a readon to hate you the way that i do.
meet me in the rose garden
lets get dirty
im afraid to be alone
i see you stare at me until you see nothing at all
we cant go back
the echoes of our past will not go away
you cant escape
im in my room
where ill cry hard to sad songs
i dont mean a thing to you
we're just sexually frustrated
youre the king of heartbreak and sweet words to say
why cant you see me the way you seem to see me through your camera
beautiful.

june 16, 2006
i dont ever want to see you again
my feelings are up and down
i feel like im left living as your shadow
the things you say have eaten me inside
the nightmare of a life im leading
you scorn my every move
when i try to change
i stutter what i speak
my difference from you is nothing
a hater of life. a hater of all.
you leave my feelings behind
you leave me ruined.

june 13, 2006
regret. regret. regret.
dont touch me
shot after shot
i let you
blurry eyes, fuzzy lines
red cup in hand
walk outside. jump in truck
where does our night stand
lean back
tinted windows
drink spilled. what a waste
shaky hands. tight pants
i can barely see your face
soft legs. rough hands
skin on fire
fever running through our blood
and we're just getting higher
distracted. knocks on windows
jump around. 'lets go back inside'
you feel deprived. touch another
i just want to hide
side of house. we make out
things start to go far
people come. interrupt
i drink enough to serve a bar
swapping drunken flavors
share a sloppy kiss
a whisper a caress
its all meaningless
the mist is rolling in
were losing time at night
sizzle of the powerlines
fog. and early morning light
you say 'dont leave yet'
'you dont have to go'
i dont want to be around you
the reason why. you know
one week later
youre drunk as fuck
you brag to all your buddies
how you had me in your truck
goodnight
dont rest your head on my shoulder
maybe you'll get lucky when youre a little older

february 13, 2006
bitten by the bug of desire
lost in lust
their fantasies of legs intwined
sheets tangled
clothes on the floor
innocence gone
guilty she plead

april 1, 2006
radio flyer.
little red wagon.
childhood youth.
flying together.
down the hills.
broken arms.
better than broken hearts.
gravel in your knees.
better than tears down your face.

january 11, 2006
face of porcelain
fragile heart
delicate little flower
cracking from the pressure
smashed into powder
blown away
by your cherry lips

hater.

2006-07-06T00:35:20Z

i hate you but i love you. all of you. hope break is good for all.

cracking your neck leads to strokes.

2006-06-12T15:37:06Z

thursday i went to six flags. freakin fun ass. x^{bad acid trip}_{but fun}. tatsu^{my face fell off.} scream^screaming. . goliath^{fun ass}. deja vu^favorite..riddlers revenge^{classic .} viper^classic whatever else i went on^funnnnn yeah there were alotta of people but the lines we waited in were never more than 30 minutes. so lucky biotchhh.
saturday=sun burn again. muahhaaaaa. i will have skin cancer by summer's end. this week is finals. blah. :)
granite hills i hope your summer is going well.

poem for english class.
i had 5 minutes to write it. bare/bear with me

somewhere there are children
walking the street at night
somewhere there are children escaping the oppression
of dark -faced men
somewhere their feet are callused
miles walked with no shoes
somewhere
children away from protection. parents.
walking to survive
here children don't walk
here. driving in their cars frivolously
oblivious to those somewhere
alone
with nowhere to sleep at night

weekend.

2006-06-05T15:53:05Z

sunburned like a lobster. drunk. shots. grits. truck._blake.^{side house.} chris. christian. plants knocked down. penis face. camera phones. hickie boy. drunk girl. jack d. smirnoff. popov. regret. regret. regret. christine^{my bitch.} kimmy gibler. christina. robert. mo&^{his tavern.}regret . ^regret._{^regret. how was your weekend.}

xmen: who saw it?

2006-06-01T17:06:01Z

aaaaah_shit son.! man soooo freaking goood. it was delicious.
explosion. fire. ice. coffee. ok the coffee=lie. death. death. death. phoenix. ashes. magneto. professor :' ( . phhh dshosdgogdsgg. i don't even know what to say. hmmm. so i love you. !!!!!!!! umm yayayyaaaay. i'm ultra bored. i think im gunna finally see da vinci code friday. was it good? as good as xmen. hahaaaa i doubt it. i cant wait til june whatever,.ljfgfgdg the LAKE HOUSE. i wannaa seee it. keanu. sandra/jazzzy ;). and 5 days until the omen⁶⁶⁶ bitch. ok im done. i need to calm down.

weekend.

2006-05-30T16:50:24Z

how was eveyone's weekend.?!
thursday: lounged around.
friday: errands. cousins. party. smoked. drank. fire. musikkk. blake._mmmm. mexican food. bruised._lip.swollen._lip. smile. skinny legs.
i'm high as a kite. i just might. stop to check you out.
saturday: cake for breakfast. bonfire. twins. explosion. walking. best pizza ever. bruised legs. skinny arms.
sunday: boat ride. mission bay. dock parties. dogs. old men. lady hilton I. tiigght jacket.
monday: p o o l. sun. ipod update. sunburn. tostada. chorizo burrito. freckles. seven puppies. hahaaa.
today: s c h o o l. myspace. home. food. gaaaah.
manana: xmen 3 the last stand bitchessss.
finally. it took me long enough. blahhhhh. :)

i will soo start updating this more. blahahahaaa. funn.

lifeless. reupdate. muahhaaa

2006-05-16T18:37:48Z

Type your cut contents here.

hi
me and kerensa have no life.
do you love it?

hide boobs.

ghosts.

hey biotchssss

>
b&w

oh geeez.

dino?

mischief.

squinty face.

high as a kite.

b r i g h t face.

nigggggaaa.

heehaw.

creeps.

a w k w a r d.

yeah we have siqqq shirts.

blurrry f a c e.

michael jackson's d a u g h t e r s.

life.blah.

2006-05-09T17:25:19Z

im christyna. i like little boys shirts.
is that weird.?

i am so bored with my life.
my friends.
my hair.
my school.
i need some change.
i have two job interviews this week.
hope for the best.
be prepared for the worst.
i'm siqq of missing old friends.
they never miss you back.
ally. give me my bathing suit.
and a job.
i can't wait for next year.
graduation.
18 in 9months and 6days.
i have 10 dogs.
wtf.
i miss aah! real monsters. mmmmm.
warped tour. 58 days.
blahblah byyee.

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. love.

2006-01-12T19:10:30Z

i always forget this thing exists.
hahaha.

l3tsplaydr3ssup @ 2005-11-12T15:16:00

2005-11-12T23:17:09Z

kerensa is Watching the O.C...

yeah...basically i pretty much loves the O.C...

yeah i started this shiit bitch.!

kerensa let it continue...

i think i might die.

what the fuck is happening.?

i'm pretty much going to kill her

........

umm.who knew michael myers can do the cheerleader thing.

Oops.!

peace and shiit..

michael Emo Fucking myers

look for the murderer. you win a cookie.!

yeah. basically we're nasty whores.!

falling asleep waiting for Starbucks to open..

i am emo goth.!

love

today

2005-08-20T09:12:55Z

this makes me slightly happier

2005-07-12T07:49:29Z

Long, Long ago on a cloud far, far away There lived a purple mashion. The purple marshion had a lover named Eric, and they got married. They were happy for a while but then Eric cheated on the purple marshion with Dustin because Dustin looks like 50 cent but isn’t black and Eric is racist. Jesus found out that Eric was racist so he came down and forced Eric to wash the backs of all that he had ever hurt with licol, to wash away the hate. But this was all a lie Because Eric was really color blind. And so Eric the color blind minion met Sam’s color blind cousin a fine young chap and soon they became inseparable. Together they went spelunking, Joined a boy band, and personally killed the purple marshion because he was gay and they don’t like fags even though they themselves are fags. Eric and Elliot bathed together, ate together and even shared the same piece of mint flavored dental floss. Dustin appeared and stole their dental floss to share with sir Christopher Miller. It turns out that Christopher is the mother, yes I said mother of the purple marshion, who Eric and Elliot killed, Chris began to cry. The he turned vengeful and designed a harpoon out of seal tusks and set off on his journey to hold a croquet death match. On his way there he ran into a deadly sea dragon and after several hours of awkward fondling The dragon ate Chris and excreted him into the ocean leaving him with only a pile dragon poo and the Atlantic. Then the girl name Christyna called upon Jesus to bring back Chris to defeat Eric. Christopher rose from the sea in the form of an eagle with the strength of one thousand fillangies. He was shocked with his new form but soon came to except it, So after learning to fly he flew into a place beyond the sunset to meditate like the karate kid. There he fell in deep love with a girl named fig who amazingly looked just like his ex girlfriend Monet, And they ran away together thus forgetting about his vengeful quest to destroy Eric. Meanwhile back at the croquet game Corrine was kicking croquet ass with christyna as the referee. Dustin and Eric were finding the game quiet enjoyable, it was a refreshing escape from their hot steamy nights in the bedroom. Christyna was secretly plotting her revenge against Eric and Elliot was falling in love with Corrine and Corrine with Elliot. Eric hada no Idea he was about to die. There was a bounty hunter by the name of Nathaniel who was back at the sea dragons lair getting clues from the dragon poo that Chris foolishly left behind. He was jealous of the love that Chris shared and secretly wanted to kill him so he and Christyna teamed up and went on their quest to destroy Eric and Chris.. They Succeeded in killing Eric but soon found out that Eric was their son. Nathaniel and Christyna couldn’t live with this tragedy so they played Russian roulette while they kissed. The gun was fully loaded with their love and it killed them. Eric went to heaven and reunited with the purple marshion who yet remains unnamed. As far as Christopher and fig. They lived happily ever after and had a bay named Sam who was hairy and could fly. Elliot and Corrine got married and died together with a bad case of osteoporosis. Thus ends a sad, Slightly humorous, awkward tale of love, betrayal, sex and revenge. . .

Written by christyna/me/moi, sami, corrine, monet and shawn.

maybe im crazy, maybe im not, im a dance machine

2005-03-23T17:04:36Z

old

now

art imitating life, everything surrounding me, cluttered, and im lost in it
i swear we did not make corrines room messy for these pictures

corrine=angry
corrine=kicking christyna in the face

i swear im not crazy, okay, maybe a little, we took the pics like all night, we havent gone to sleep yet, and we still have more to take, i dont think were sleeping tonight, corrine is my wonderful photographer, except a few, and im the crazy, giggly, half alive super model

winter formal 04 dress.

2004-12-05T03:38:49Z

l3tsplaydr3ssup @ 2004-07-29T07:01:00

2004-07-27T13:50:12Z

me:good morning
some old guy:you look like a couple of whores working out like that....

oh the adventures in the early morning